Tag Archives: alcoholism

Don’t Even Know Where to Start

I’ve been doing some writing outside of WordPress but not much.  My mood has been all over the place but mostly sticking in the anger/rage/mania? state.  Anger/rage to the point my therapist asked me if I thought I needed to … Continue reading

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It’s been a little while since I posted, I’ve actually been quite busy and been in a good mood lately so I haven’t really felt like writing much.  I am trying to get myself used to writing when I am … Continue reading

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I surprisingly had a good weekend and I’ve been in a really good mood since Thursday when that damn light switch in my brain turned on and made the depression go away.  I’ve actually gone out and done stuff and … Continue reading

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Can’t Sleep

Laying in bed, wide awake, starving, not tired, getting annoyed by the sensor light outside that keeps going off and lighting up my bedroom (damn cats!)… somehow, a combination of those things has brought me back to my blog for … Continue reading

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Carousel – I can’t get off

She can’t hide no matter how hard she tries Her secret disguised behind the lies And at night she cries away her pride With eyes shut tight staring at her inside All her friends know why she can’t sleep at … Continue reading

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It’s Been Awhile

Well, I completely forgot I had this blog.  I think if I had remembered I had it, I would be too fucked up to write, although that is when I do my best writing.  Funny story, I only lasted at … Continue reading

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One is too many, a thousand is never enough

I want a drink tonight. I want a thousand drinks. One is too many, and a thousand is never enough, right? I crave the taste, the smell, the feeling of my stomach burning as the whiskey slides down my throat. … Continue reading

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