Tag Archives: anxiety

11/16/15

So like I tend to do I tend to forget about this blog but I ended up here tonight.  A lot has happened since my last update.  I did spend a week in the psych hospital in September and I … Continue reading

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5/6/15

It’s been a little while since I posted, I’ve actually been quite busy and been in a good mood lately so I haven’t really felt like writing much.  I am trying to get myself used to writing when I am … Continue reading

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4/13/15

I can’t handle the pain anymore.  I just can’t deal with this I want it to all go away I want everyone to leave me alone and let me hide forever stop asking me how I’m doing because I’m tired … Continue reading

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Done

I’m done. I just can’t anymore.  I feel myself slipping back into that deep dark hole I feel sick to my stomach.  Today was the first day since Sunday that I haven’t taken a Klonopin.  I might need one to … Continue reading

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Falling Apart

I’m falling apart right now.  I’ve been taking a steady dose of Klonopin since Sunday night to keep the panic attacks at an even keel and they’re not going away.  I can’t stop crying, I am a mess, I just … Continue reading

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Can’t Sleep

Laying in bed, wide awake, starving, not tired, getting annoyed by the sensor light outside that keeps going off and lighting up my bedroom (damn cats!)… somehow, a combination of those things has brought me back to my blog for … Continue reading

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Tired

It’s amazing how much a person can sleep when they’re depressed. I feel that all I do is sleep. The outside world is intimidating and scary and not a place I want to be. The smallest things exhaust me, even … Continue reading

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